Monday, February 20, 2012

Where are you going, where have you been

This title is the title of a short story I read in my Literature class. While the story was quite shocking and uncomfortable to read (although I do recommend it, very well written, gripping, and will leave you questioning in its conclusion), the title of the story brought about a set of emotions as well.

"Where are you going, where have you been?"

I think we each have these questions looming in our minds quite constantly. How has your past shaped you to this point and how will it drive your future decisions? For me, this experience of being back at SEMO has brought these questions to the forefront of my thoughts constantly.

Looking back to where I have been, I can answer that, but the answer to the first question remains a mystery. While I had hoped that as more is added to that "where have you been" aspect, the first portion would become more clear, I remain wondering. While I enjoy not knowing exactly how my future will play out, I still wish that I could be at peace about it more. I enjoy the adventure of the mystery, but sometimes I wish I had more clues.

Coming back to SEMO with less than a year of school remaining, I am constantly asked the first question: "Where are you going?" While I see some paths that I would love to pursue, I am not sure which path I am meant to travel.

I believe that prayer and time will bring the answer to this first question.

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